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Ak sbnrnye tak berminat pn nk tlis tlis ni. Tp memandangkan ak sorg sorg dlm bilek ni so ak tlis lah.

I had a really2 bad experience on my love life.

Dlu ak pna tgkp cintan dgn sorg minah ni time ak part 3. Fyi ak stdy kat pnck prdane, uitm yg tah ape ape tuh. Memang terlalu nampak lah ak ni sayang kat dye gle gle*smetime i felt dumb when with the women i love. Tu aku. Membe2 da ckp 'jgn flower sgt jali, kang saket ko nt' ak ignore. Mcm biaselah im a dumb person. Mule2 ok lah, then ak mule pasan evry week dye msty ilang. Tp ak cube sdpkn ati 'alah dye g uma sdre dye tuh' xpe biakn je. Then ak mule la dga cte ad sorg mamat ni memang da lme nk kt dye and push push dye pe sume. Ak mcm, wth?! Ak xtau lg sape lg. Ak diam lg. Then spnjg ngn dye memang ak hepy, 1 sem tu memang org kate becinte kaw2 lah. Mule la tmbul cnflict, membe baek ak ckp, 'dye g uma laky tuh siap sruh ak amek lak mlm tu' damn! Ak xtau nk buat ape dah tme tu. Tp skaly lg, ak sedapkn haty sndri. Smpi lah stu mlm ni, dye kate nk kua ngn sdre dye dtg dr jauh gak laa. Ok ak bg, xd hal la kan. Tgu pnye tgu ak risau la kan, zaman tu siap pake fren finder tu. Biaselah knn nk tgk awek pg mane. I call her, but dye off phne. Memang ak da tak tentu arah da time tu. Ak msg dye tp pending, lme gak ak tgu smpi dlivered*which mean phne dye da on blek. Ak call tp xnk agkt. Bak kate org nogori' enjin mto blm start tp haty den da paneh' ak cal pnye cal last last skaly dye agkt. Ak tnye kat mane, tp dia xnk bgtau. Dlm kple ak, sahla bkn dgn sdre dah ni. Sanggup ak tgu kat lua pgr pnck tu tgu dye balek nk tgk sape yg anta. Then i see that guy. Time tu memang ak naik antu! Sbb bfre ni ak da ckp,klau jd lg cmni memang its over la. Da byk kaly kantoi ngn aku, tp ak pnye bodo ak diamkn je. Mls nk pk pk sangat. Memang time tu abes satu badan berasap, dia kne tengking ngn aku siap da pk nk bgdoh ngn laky tu. Then ble ble pk blek,buatpe ak nk gdoh sbb pmpuan cmni. Puas ak tengking then siap talk ngn laky tu bgai. Xpelah, ko jge lah dye ak mengalah dlu. Ak tros chow. Time tu plak memang nk dkt cuti sem. Memang trok lah ak kat uma kan,how much ak kecewe gle gle nk mampus pk sal dye. Then she keep calling for me and text. Memang ak tak layan langsung. Dtg benci teros. But now, dye pn da dgn laky tu. And im happy for her, we're still friend smpi sekarang (: ak pn da lupekn sume tu buat pengajaran utk aku. Sem break~


About 1 year la ak xd gf kan :P



Part 5, love is come again.haha


Membe baek ak kenenkn ngn minah ni bdk clas dye tme kt uitm mlake. Dia kate 'minah ni br break ngn bf dye tuh, bf dye dkatekn curang dgn dia. Ak ckp,alaahai.
Then membe ak ni pn bgla phne no ak kat minah N nie. Then start la journey utk 1 sem ni. Kat mate ak dia ni memang baek. Siap da bwk blek uma jmpe mak ak bgai. Ak pk' bole peg jauh ni' so mcm biase ak start rltion dgn dye. Memang ak sayang jugak kat dye, then ak trigt la love story ak dgn bdk kt pnck tuh* dia pn rupenye lbey kurg je pangai, siap dpn dpn ak bole rply txt laky mane ntah. Tp ak buat buat tak nampak*mcm biase. Ak pn ambik la langkah berjage jage tak tnjuk sangat how much i love her. Then dia pasan, 'apsal u mcm tak amek kesah je pasal i hah?' siap bgado la pe sume. Then i said, 'bkn tak amek kesah, i hve a bad experience with my past love life. So doesnt mean i buat mcm tu i tak sayang u' then dia ckp 'abes ko nk smekn ak ngn dye la?'. Dia memang agak rude ngn ak tp ak tak kesah even ak trase skaly pn. Time tu ak xtau nk ckp ape nk meyakinkn dye. Jnis dye pulak, suke sgt blikn ak mcm mcm even tak minx pun. Ak jd segan la kan. One mre thing, dia kate ex dia dlu suka kacau kacau dia tme ak kteorg couple ni. Ak pn, geram jugak dga. Ak nk cal kasik maki sket tp dye x bg. Fine, ak tak buat. Until one day, dia kate tak pcye ngn ak lg. Ak ngn dia byk kaly break then smbg blek. Ak ckp, ak bkn jnis cmtu. Ble da btol btol nk break. So memang gudluck lah msing2. Time tu la, fb ak jd saksi. Bdk bdk clas ak hbs msuk semua hentam dia, mlut dia memang kurg ajar betol tp memang silap la Alia and the gang hentam ckup ckup la. Ak jd speechless gle time tu. Then br la ak tau prangai sbnr dye. Tme ak couple ngn dye dlu, mcm mcm laki dye layan. Tp pling kesian ex dye dlu yg dia kate curang tu rupenye dia sndri yg buat hal. Tp yg paling ak xle trime spnjg ak couple ngn dye mcm mcm dye fitnah ak. Siap dia ckp dia bg ak sampai rm500 sbb ak minx kat dye ble membe2 dia kat sne tnye mane duit ko cpt abes? Then dia kate dia tanggung ak la. Cte bruk pasal fmly ak pe sume. Memang psycho pnye pmpuan. Then ak pulang semua bnd yg dia bg kat aku. Puas ati ak. Then i move on..



Part6
Ak pk memang kne cri gf yg btol btol gf.

Then i make my first move. Time tu ak tga keje@praktikal. Memang kne dgn time, ak bole lupekn semua bnd yg jd dlm mase yg singkat tu. Then ths girl name melissa, who's my gf ak skrg. Dia ni bg ak unik sangat! And i love her name too. 1st txt dgn dia dlm fb lah, ak xtau pg tu ttbe ak rase nk say good morning kat dye. Then she's respons, ak memang happy gla lah! Tros laju jantung aku. Perh, cungap betol. Memang time tu ak lyn txt dye kat fb jek, pndg phne je ak senyum sorg sorg.haha! Mcm mcm la ak bcrite dgn dye! Memanglah ak happy gle dgn dye! Then i ask her phne no, oh god lglah happy :D then i start to get in to part of her life now, bole dkatekn chemistry tu ad la ;-) chehh. We likes same song, and pangai pn lbey kurg sme.haha! Tp memanglah ak sayang gle kat dye mre thn anythng. Even though, byk yg ak pk kan..

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