Ramadhan 2012

Alhamdulillah sebab tuhan bagi kesempatan lagi untuk aku berada dalam bulan ni ;) actually ni lah bulan paling feveret aku, tah everything seems so different. Suasana, perasaan tu lain macam sikit.

Sekarang ni dalam pukul 3.58 pagi 26th July 2012. Dah 6 days ramadhan pergi meninggalkan kita. Haish mula la ni rasa cepat. Hari ni entah kenapa aku boleh nak tulis pulak aiyak :s okay xleh tidur actually hehe. Esok nak kerja pulak tu memang tak la kan nak tidur dengan senang hati.

Haa btw happy birthday to Sharmila Illani. Wahh who is she? Hehe shhh. Semoga awak dirahmati Allah :)

Tapi.. Err nothing :) i love you so much!
Saya tenga cuti sekarang ni, haish lamanya rasa nak hadap cuti ni. Cuma sekarang aku harap sangat sangat result aku gempak nanti haha perasan. Insyallah.

Panjang lagi perjalanan ni...

Cuma aku harapkan semua berjalan dengan lancar lah hendaknya. Sekarang ni memang silent mode sket, dengan kengkawan dengan semua lah. Kekadang tu ada jugak rasa rindu dengan classmate masa diploma dulu, but semua dah ada dengan commitment masing masing so kenalah faham.

But somehow, i still remember that perjanjian. Ahh i think ( ) wouldn't give a damn about it. Right? Semoga bahagia jelah okay...

Susah lah nak tidur sekarang, hai letih nak melayan mata ni.

Semoga dengan kehadiran bulan mulia ni, aku doakan korang bahagia dengan kehidupan masing masing. Tak mau gaduh gaduh tak mau masam muka okay?hehe

May Allah bless you.

lately selalu dalam radio right?

so suddenly i realise dat si botak pitbull ni sekarang dah banyak buat featuring ngan ramai artist.haha









this my lovely song...















LOL banyak kenangan ;)

describe skinny in love, you told

Come on skinny love, just last the year

Pour a little salt, we were never here

My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my

Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer

I tell my love to wreck it all

Cut out all the ropes and let me fall

My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my

Right at the moment this order's tall

And I told you to be patient

And I told you to be fine

And I told you to be balanced

And I told you to be kind

And in the morning, I'll be with you

But it will be a different kind

'Cause I'll be holding all the tickets

And you'll be owning all the fines

Come on skinny love, what happened here?

Suckle on the hope in light brassiere

My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my

Sullen load is full, so slow on the split

And I told you to be patient

And I told you to be fine

And I told you to be balanced

And I told you to be kind

And now all your love is wasted

Then who the hell was I?

'Cause now I'm breaking at the britches

And at the end of all your lines

Who will love you?

Who will fight?

Who will fall far behind?

Come on skinny love

My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my

My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my

9.4.2012

5.08 am
Ok ak tak tau kenapa tetibe ak terbukak bende alah ni. Last update aritu is awl bulan 1 yek. Wow cepatnya masa berlalu..

Sedar tak sedar ak dah nak masuk minggu ke 6.. Minggu ke 6? Oh saye da sambung blaja dah ;pp ok this coming week, haduh banyak nye asgment yg kne buat n n presentation bla bla bla.. Ok aku suka!(erghh)

Hidup aku skrg? Ermm plain happy, err ade ke maksud camtu?? Ni jaly punye words saje ok.

Women in this picture dah banyak lalui mcm2 dengan aku.. N almost setahun kenal dah, i dont even know if she is my girl or not(sebab dia da ade bf) but it shows dat she really love me and i love her too.

Back to november 2011, ade sikit pergaduhan dengan dia. Memang ak rase ak yang salah dalam hal tu. But she always ade, but me.. Kekadang rasa tu ade, kekadang rasa tu tetiba hilang. Bfore this, ak dah berjanji mmg taknak ape ape dah berkenaan pasal perempuan ni. Tah, i think she's very special to me. But after that silly arguements with her, semuanya dah berubah, text pun dah jarang n jumpe ape tah lagi. Ak tak tau ape yang aku pk skng ni, butt memang rasenye ak consentrate on study. Ak tak nak main main mcm zmn dip dlu. Tp bukanlah maksudnye pasal perempuan aku jadi cmni. Actually diri sendiri jugak yang penting. Cuma kekadang tu ak paksa diri aku sendiri taknak pk pasal benda benda ni.

Btw she's 24, hehe ok aku memang suka sangat sangat gile gile wanita yang lebih dari umur aku. Chehh, tahla sebab ak rase if girls yg kurang drpd umur aku ni banyak masalah(yeke?) ehh tak tak, bukan semua lah. Tp advantage girl yang umur lebih ni, ak rase dorang sangat independent, and ak suka sangat perempuan yang jenis camni :)

Ok..(tetiba blank nak tulis)

Ernm haa esok aku kene pegi datc dalam uitm sek 2 tu, aiyohh kul 7 da kene gerak. Tp selamat lah, xyah buat presentation arini(dah siap ok!) hehe.

Memang masa aku rasa terlalu cepat berlalu sekarang, contohnya kat dalam rumah ni. Tengok anak buah dari baby tau tau sekarang dah darjah satu. Rasenya macam isk cepat gilalah!

Im 23, and ak rase dah kene start buat perancangan.(kerjaya, kahwin, rumah, bla bla) kekadang jeles tgk orang dah keje, da dapat mcm mcm. Ee bestnya hidup korang! Ok takpe bagi ak abes blaja dulu ok!

Aku nak buktikan dengan kakak aku, yang aku boleh jadi macam dia!!

This is me, menulis kerana gerak hati : jaly®

2012

Hello! Many things i dream for this year

Success on my study
Happiness for family
On my self
World n hereafter. Insyallah
Semoga semua orang dapat apa yang mereka nak. Aminnn

2011

i dont even know what to wrote

so far, my life now searching for something and dont even know whts the goal ive been searching.

study, dalam fikiran cuma nak abeskan cepat sem ni and buat terbaik even kekadang pangai tuh mcm sem2 yg sblm. i think many things that i lost this year. not complete not complete.

friends as always being the closest one for me but sometime im looking more than that

im thinking thinking thinking about everything.

about past life, present and my future life

everything.

and it feels like, im running away from everything. but the more i run, near it comes.

more i hate, more it crossed in my mind.

eventhough im trying to act like nothing happen before, soon kills me slow.

why why why.

mistake,

we'll see again for many years from now.

sorry

....

maybe somehow too much i watch love movie, and then suddenly i miss that cat. really?

nahh i dont think so. is it just an influence to make me feel like that. im totally clean up everything.

yah i mean it.

i want to be happy now :)

will not involved on anything bullshit now and maybe for a long time.

=))

senyuman paling lebar di dunia. nekad tak kan terikat dengan ape2 lagi dah :)
im happy like this.hehe

penat

I want to delete everything. How to remove this blog hah? Not interested anymore to wrote

hehe :P

kalau menari macam ni depan awak boleh tak? hahahhaha



:)






and this one for you :P
sorry sekali tak cukup kan kan?hehe

best song actually :)

listen to the lyric and enjoy it!